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Let us be realistic and see that everyone of these impelling and impulsive "desires" include the defin- ition of others" We just don't have the right to in- fringe on others anymore than we desire them to in- fringe on our hoped-for, little circle of unique and sometimes very artistic people who, because of their extreme sensitivity of nature, find normality on an- other level of thought and action.

There is no guilt to be felt

none needed.

You are what you are unless you are an experimenter in TV. Without guilt there is no shame. When you seek the company of friends or matrimonial mates not your own selfishness and its desires. Only then will you meet those who understand you and with whom you can share some of the greater recognized talents that all persons applaud and accept. This is what makes the professional female impersonator ac- ceptable to Society he has used his talent for act- ing, dancing, vocalizing, mimicry and characteriz- ation as a unique and perfect art. This, as any of them can tell you, did not come easily they sweated for, and gained, in the end, their own particular de- sire.

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For the rest of us, including myself, without the necessary features or build to rate a talent for mim icry acceptable to the public, we must seek a way to communicate with each other to help, if possible - to explain if necessary to the newcomer who is sudden- ly engulfed with the inexplicable contrariness of his physical and mental self, and thus gain for our group the comfort that comes from communion with like

persons.

And, lastly, while on this subject of TV let us never forget that there always will be two sides of every issue to be contended with our side and the others.

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